Jesusss! My google site ranking has gone down completely! It SUX big time. Anyway, I pretty much predicted it because I have been out of action for so many days rather months. My son is keeping me far too busy DAY and NIGHT. I don’t even get time to comb my hair!!!!!! OH MY MY - Never knew motherhood brings so much responsibility. Everybody is suggesting me to keep a nanny for my baby who can help me a bit, but I am not interested at all. I want to do everything on my own, what’s the fun in sharing your responsibility as a mother. I would hate to share my time with my son with an outsider. huh
I have been reading baby development books to know what my baby will be doing next!
His smile drives away my tiredness.. no matter how tired I am but the minute I talk to him my voice automatically becomes Lively! When I used to see babies smiling I would find them cute.. but when your own baby smiles he just takes your breath awayJ
Posting his recent picture where he has an apple face!
So finally I got some time to share my labor story . The most apprehensive moment for any pregnant woman is the delivery day. Majority of the pregnant women tend to watch delivery videos to prepare themselves for the delivery day, as it helps them to know what to expect during the labor. BUT no matter how many pregnancy books you read or how many pregnancy videos you watch still there will be loads of surprises stored for you.
When I was pregnant I used to watch pregnancy weak by weak videos on youtube. Every single day I was so particular of watching videos of pregnant women who share their weak by weak experience and symptoms of pregnancy. I remember I used to ask my sister about what all happens during the time you start experiencing labor pains . As I was consulting the same gynecologist she had consulted before therefore I wanted her to explain everything to me. But little did I know that my baby will be delivered by some other gynecologist!!
That’s what happens with every pregnant woman … no labor story can be the same. My labor day was chaotic, I was scared, I was paranoid. My water broke out all of a sudden and I started bleeding ( little did I know that it was a normal labor symptoms ( though I did read about some slight bleeding) but mine was not slight. The minute my water broke out I knew it that there was something wrong.. I went to the fresh room and checked and screamed on top of my voice. All of us panicked. I can never forget that day. My mind was totally trapped with fear of the unknown. I didn’t know what to expect all I was doing was praying to god to keep my baby safe. I was scared to hell..
I wanted everything to be normal after having him in my stomach for 9 months. We changed our decision to go to our usual gynecologist as it was far off. We chose to visit our nearest hospital and hit the emergency section. My father and hubby went to the reception to explain the situation; the receptionist said that we need to make a file for her first. At a time when you desperately need a diagnosis and you hear that then naturally you loose your mind. My father screamed at the receptionist and ordered her to call the doctor!! I WAS LIKE JUST SHUT THE F* UP AND LET ME GO. Later, nurses diagnosed me and monitored the heart beat of the baby and said “Everything is just fine”
I feel so blessed and lucky to deliver a healthy baby and thank everyone for their blessings.
I still remember that very moment when we discovered that I am pregnant . The first obvious sign of being pregnant is that you miss your dates. But still at back of your mind you have doubts. After few days of waiting I asked hubby to get a pregnancy test kit. After coming home I went to test it.. it was a weird way of testing!!! And guess what!!! I screamed on top of my voice…I AM PREGNANT Hubby came gushing in saying he can’t believe it! I also had some doubt about it so we decided to get a new kit again and test it again.
While he went to the chemist shop to get a pregnancy kit I was getting anxious and excited.. and praying the news to be true. After few minutes the bell rang .hubby was carrying a beautiful rose in one hand and the pregnancy kit in another. I still remember what he said “ I love you” no matter the pregnancy test comes out to be positive or not! That was sweet of him to say .. We had planned to start a family in 2009.. and guess what I was pregnant in Jan only..wooh
So later again I tested and amazingly again it showed that I was pregnant. I still have both the pregnancy kits with me as a memory!!!
It’s 4 am and we are still awake! Our baby could be the best candidate for BPO’s night shifts. Alright I am sharing my boy’s 3 days old picture.
I am writing the post while I am slumbering!! so excuse my typos please.. the only thing I miss post my delivery is a proper sleep!!!!!!yawnzz yawnzz
Just felt like penning down my post delivery emotions. So this would be my 5 weeks post delivery update. So here it goes - Wow my life has changed completely… from the time I used to wake up to the time I would go to sleep was so carefree. Especially during the pregnancy all I would do was to relax. I am so thankful to god everything went well in terms of my delivery. From the very first moment of hearing his cry and feeling his cheeks on my cheeks was just unbelievable. Just words can’t describe what exactly I felt on the day when I held my baby in my arms.
I am enjoying and cherishing the beautiful emotion of nurturing my boy.. I enjoy every moment spend with him. Sharing some random emotions that’s coming to my mind.
It’s so fulfilling to Feed him- he gets so desperate when he gets hungry.. and the little - little noises he makes, making him go to sleep, caressing him on my shoulder and humming a tune for him(which he loves), and when he looks at me… sigh he just takes my breath away.. his million dollar cute smile.. he loves staring at our old fan!!!!!! He loves U2 and Pink Floyd music..he loves getting massaged by his grandmother.
He just keeps everybody busy, everybody in our family just look forward to hold him.
Alright I will write more about my post pregnancy emotions later!
As I sit next to my baby boy and feeling so blessed to have him in my life…Ever since I discovered that I am pregnant – Every single night I dreamt of cuddling my baby in my arms, feeling his skin over my skin, visualizing having his presence right next to me on the bed. You can never experience the true feeling of having a baby inside you until and unless you yourself experience this profound miracle of creating a life inside you.
I am so grateful to god and all my loved ones especially my mother and my husband of taking care of me and pampering me during and after my pregnancy. I appreciate every single moment where my husband showed how much he cares for me. And now we are enjoying every single moment of looking at our newly born baby boy and cherishing the little creation of god.
It’s so overwhelming to experience this burst of love and care to nurture my baby.
