Let’s Share The Story Of Our Lives!

As I sit next to my baby boy and feeling so blessed to have him in my life…Ever since I discovered that I am pregnant – Every single night I dreamt of cuddling my baby in my arms, feeling his skin over my skin, visualizing having his presence right next to me on the bed. You can never experience the true feeling of having a baby inside you until and unless you yourself experience this profound miracle of creating a life inside you.

I am so grateful to god and all my loved ones especially my mother and my husband of taking care of me and pampering me during and after my pregnancy. I appreciate every single moment where my husband showed how much he cares for me. And now we are enjoying every single moment of looking at our newly born baby boy and cherishing the little creation of god.

It’s so overwhelming to experience this burst of love and care to nurture my baby.

The best gift given by god.

At 6:52 am on 2nd of Ooctober 2009, the saviour of the family, the light in the darkness, the ruler of our world - all that is now, all that has gone and all that’s to come and everything under the sun!

God has blessed us with a child! And has forever changed our life! The pics are coming very soon!

I can hardly wait to see you come of age but I guess we just have to be patient, coz its a long way to go!

Hubby Wishing you a very happy birthday.

• We have been together for so many years and have celebrated many memorable occasions together. When I look back and see the most romantic and cherished moments it was all because of you. You always say that I don’t express my love in words. With time I have noticed that I do feel shy in opening up my heart to you. I remember the first love letter you had written to me when I went to Bangkok.

I really don’t know how to write a love letter!! Frankly speaking I’m bit reluctant to write all this because I’m not sure if I will get it right or not.. As it’s your birthday so I want everything to be just perfect.

I will start by expressing the one thing that I cherish the most with you is curling up with you on the bed before sleeping, feeling the warmth of your skin by resting my head on your shoulder and you kissing me on my head and lips! Every morning after waking up the way you hold me tightly and we pulling up the blanket over our head and whispering things to each other. Our toes tenderly touching each others toes underneath the blanket! It’s so fulfilling and amazing that how we have been doing this every day for years and still do it - still need it badly.

Walking down the street wrapping my hands around your hands - feeling the breeze fiddling with my hair- Ah I absolutely love it. Does that sound like typically Yash Chopra’s romantic movies scripts!!

• I still feel your first kiss when we were coming from Etopia ( though I always complain that how dare you kiss me when I was sleeping!!! but without any doubt that was the most cherished kiss of my entire life) You always express your love openly but I have always struggled to do that. It’s been years and years of knowing each other and even now our relationship feels so fresh, as if we are still dating! I think the real romance starts after getting married when you actually get to spend quality time together.

• Every morning – Every night you make me feel loved with your touch and warmth. Just your way of holding my face and looking into my eyes says it all. It makes me feel blessed when every friend of mine tells me how lucky I am to have you in my life as my soul mate. Once when I was in college my friend told me after 2 years of any marriage the romance goes away. I actually believed her because I had seen many couples totally occupied in their careers and setting financial goals that they tend to drift apart slowly. But with you it’s been years and years - with time we have become One. You know how hard it gets to even sleep without you, forget about staying away from you.

• We have been by each others side in all the rough situations all through the time. You remember the first romantic song that you sung to me – Jab koi baat bigad jaye Jab koi mushkil pad jaye Tum dena sath mera o humnavawaz. It’s so fulfilling to see how both of us have supported each other at times when we needed each other the most. The real test of any relationship comes when you see someone you loved the most by your side. It’s so gratifying how both of us value the commitment towards our relationship.

• We all know relationships are not easy it requires a lot of sacrifices, compromises, care and time. Every thing falls on its place when you have someone who loves you. This time when I was alone for few days without you in India I missed you the most. I miss Little Little moments about living with you.

• Your presence around me in the house, when I cook you hugging me from the back, opening the door for you every evening and giving you a kiss, making coffe for you, going out for movies together, deciding on which restaurant to go, talking about politics, sports!!, watching Chelsea play at our favorite place, you making me sit on your lap like your baby and swinging me around, you quizzing me about music.

• You making your top 10 favorite band every month and signing it to make a record, lounging around and having a cup of coffe and talking about life in general, playing loud music in the car and singing together and how can I forget our crazy way of screaming competition, it’s so sweet how we dance daily for few minutes ( this time when I was in India I replaced you with gunna) Remember the way you roll me around and then make me bend … gunna literally enjoyed that style of dancing.

• It feels nice to be with you all the time. Wherever you go you make sure that I am with you. I have seen so many guys going out alone leaving their wives or girl friends alone but you are so unlike them. I always tell mummy that how my life changed for good after meeting you. Before knowing you I didn’t know jack about jack! You taught me so many things that brought confidence in me. The kind of respect you give it to me in front of your friends, clients, family and colleagues is so gratifying.
• Do you have a magic stick!! How you win everyone’s heart? Whether it’s my friends, my relatives or a complete stranger on the road you just gel with anyone. I just can’t seem to get this art of yours! It’s so amazing how easily you can bring a smile on anybody’s face within minutes. Teach me !!!!!! Some people say that when you love someone you don’t change the other person. But I completely disagree with it.

• When you love someone special you are willing to change anything to bring a smile on your love’s face. I am glad we respect each other’s individuality and at the same time we go out of way to make each other feel special in every possible way.

• Thanks for every effort you make to bring a smile on my face.
• Thanks for all the crazy things you do to make me laugh.
• Thanks for doing so much hard work to make our future secured.
• Thanks for all the love you have for my parents that they feel proud to have you as their son.
• Thanks for playing with gunna as you know what she means to me.
• Thanks for caressing me every night like a little child and making me go to sleep.
• Thanks for every day you say how much you love me .
• Thanks for all the little little lovely surprises you give me all the time even after all these years.
• Thanks for respecting me and my individuality and giving me enough freedom to do whatever I want.
• Thanks for cooking delicious food, you are a great chef!!!!!
• Thanks for all those hugs and kisses you do all the time.
• Thanks for learning badminton for me and beating all those people who were overconfident.
• Thanks for being protective towards me at every step.
• And thanks for letting me beat all those guys who tease girls!!!!!
• Thanks for understanding and appreciating how strongly I feel about helping needy people.
• Thanks for going to Vaishnodevi barefooted so many times and staying awake and watching over me so that I could sleep.
• Thanks for reading my blog and posting your comments.
• Thanks for putting your hand on my head whenever you pray. It makes me feel loved and cared.
• Thanks for always being committed to our love when things were tough.
• Thanks for your faith and loyalty towards our love to make the relationship stronger by each passing day.

The only complain I have with you is why didn’t you meet me long time back. We have missed so many years from our lives.

This is my first letter to my parents on their Wedding Anniversary. 8th- Oct

• In the past many years, I have been very reckless in making them feel special on their anniversaries. And the worst part is most of the time I don’t even remember their anniversary date.
• Every single year my sister makes sure that she calls me and reminds me to wish them.
• It doesn’t mean that I don’t bother to realize the importance of making them feel special. The kind of perception I always had is that you can make your loved ones feel special on any day of the year.
• There doesn’t have to be any particular day for celebrating moments.
• But after getting married I realized that sometimes it’s important to celebrate certain special occasions like Anniversaries, Birthday’s, New Year, Festivals and many more.
• So here I have a confession to my parents – That sorry I haven’t been an idle daughter to you in many ways. But without any doubt I do care for you in every single way.
• I am sure there are people out there who struggle to express their love and care towards their loved ones. I am one of them – Sigh
• Muma and Papa as you celebrate your 34th wedding anniversary; I want to tell you that you have been a wonderful parents. Every family has their ups and downs. Irrespective of any differences we had still you mean the world to me.
• Your hard work and honesty has influenced me to be honest, humble and helpful towards those people who need it the most.
• There are always some difficult times in everybody’s life. Sometimes when you look back in your life and realize some of the moments which you remember for rest of your life. No matter how many times you fight but still you can’t forget all the memories which you cherish for rest of your life.

My memories with my father when I was a kid

• Papa I still remember when you used to take shalu and me out to places like Appu ghar, parks. Whenever we used to go by train you would enhusiastically take shalu and me to show the technicalities of hw the train starts.
• In frigid winters when we used to go out on your “Bajaj scooter” at night I would stand right next to you, shielding me from the frigid wind blow.
• In dehradoon sometimes you used to take me out. But with time things changed.
• Thanks for providing us a sweet home and guiding us to save money in every possible way.
• And you are a great cook and thanks for helping mummy at home.

Mummy you are an epitome of my life.

• Like any other child I had my share of days when I have been irresponsible towards certain things. There is not a single person on this earth who has not made mistakes in his/her life. In school days and early 20’s I have been very reckless towards few things. But all those times you supported me the most.

• I know everybody says that his/her mom is the best. So I won’t hesitate to do the same!!
• There are hundreds of memories of you where you stood by me. We all have many relationships, some is given by god “blood relationship” and some we make friends. And then after getting married - we again establish number of other relationships. But out of all the relationship your  relationship with me stands above all.
• I am not sure if you remember this hilarious incident. When I was a kid you used to take care of my hair so much by applying eggs, amla and shikai!! You wanted me to grow my hair but papa didn’t! One fine day papa was taking me out to get me a hair cut. Obviously, you were not in a favor of it and was very furious. You rannnnnnn after us with a big rod saying stop stop!!

• You have always given us everything. There is not even a single thing which I needed and you refused.
• Remember when I called you to your office - crying and blabbering that I don’t have a nice Music system. You called me to C.P that very moment and guess what? You got me a music system- paid in cash!!!!!!
• And how can I forget all the dresses you got me in Bangkok. Sometimes hubby says” mom has spoiled you very much” And now you expect me to pamper like the way mom did.
• The list goes on ………. Whenever I feel overwhelmed with your love and care- you say ” ma hu na”. Indeed your love is unconditional.
• More than anything else your support counts. I still remember the times when you would accompany me to appear for interviews and exams.
• In any kind of circumstances your million dollar smile rules.
• I am grateful to god to have both of you in our lives. I look forward to be like the way you are with my future children.
• It’s quite fulfilling to have someone in your life who you can count on in any kind of circumstances. Mummy you are the one for all of us. If it was not for you I couldn’t have been what I am today.
• Like any other person I have made mistakes in my life. You were the only one who “endured” me. Your patience and love makes me realize that how strong you are as a Mother, a Wife, a Grandmother and a Mother-in-law. With each passing day I am exploring different aspects of life.
• I just HOPE there will be just one “moment” where I can make you proud of having me as your daughter.

Hubby and I will always be there for both of you.
Once again A Very Happy Wedding Anniversary.